July 2009
June 2009
tumblr overload
i don’t have much to say for myself at the moment other than i shouldn’t drink and i should start mentally preparing myself for tomorrow and tuesday. life outside of high school is about to be set in college registration stone.
i also feel like i’ve matured a lot in the last two weeks. although not really. i think a better wording would be “i’ve learned to handle...
4471.) When I see strangers, I pray for them to be...
(via blogsecret)
“There are so many people reading these words now that if you put your hand...”
– via: I wrote this for you (via kari-shma) (via quote-book)
“so I just spilled Pepsi Max on my new white shirt. twice.”
– paulitawilhelm
valeria: you're gonna go watch the movie without me?
rizo: yes, just like i've been doing for the past 19 years of my life
brian: you're not 19
shibby
i think i literally gave life a big “WHATEVAAAAA” and that took away all my helplessness. i guess on one level, i hated everything that happened and the way it happened. but on the other, i think it was liberating. that still leaves all the “he said, she said” nonsense floating around, but things are clear between me and the person (maybe, people) who matters.
i also think...
helpless
that’s all i feel right now.
anxiety
i have to wake up earlier than i usually do tomorrow. mainly because i’m so slow moving these days. i feel like i have all the time in the world and the fact that i don’t creeps up on me every now and then.
in an effort to not think about something else, i started to think about college. i have orientation next week. i’m not looking forward to it. i’ve been to FIU a...
definitely, maybe.
April: You and me, it'd kinda be like cats and dogs.
Will Hayes: Oil and water.
“The human heart has hidden treasures, in secret kept, in silence sealed. The...”
– Jane Eyre
yes, the sun will be shining
today made me realize two things. first how bad i’m going to be at handling my money when i grow up. and second, how indecisive, laid back, and fickle i can be. at times i consider those traits my strengths because it’s easier for me to go along with certain occurrences in life, but they’re also my weaknesses. i waste my time doing things and i don’t care, i put my all my...
es todo tan relativo
A la primera persona que me ayude a comprender pienso entregarle mi tiempo, pienso entregarle mi fe, yo no pido que las cosas me salgan siempre bien, pero es que ya estoy harto de perderte sin querer. A la primera persona que me ayude a salir de este infierno en el que yo mismo decidí vivir le regalo cualquier tarde pa’ los dos, lo que digo es que ahora mismo ya no tengo ni siquiera dónde...
“All alone I have cried silent tears full of pride
In a world made of steel,...”
– what a feeling, irene cara
back on tumblr
i’m soooooooooooo glad i have my computer back, just because of tumblr, which is sad, but i think we all know the amazingness of it. the last week has been horrible, plain horrible, but as days go on, things start to look better and better.
andrea and paula are leaving tomorrow, que vamos a hacer chicas? :(
best buy
so, i’ve been holding in all my feelings in for the last week because i have no computer and i only write stuff here. everything has been a mix between sucky and awesome for the past week. i’ve discovered how strong willed i can be, but also how weak i can be. i’ve made some of the best choices and some of the worst. but i think overall, i’m content with things. i have a...
“Dirtiest candy bar name: Butterfinger.”
– michaelianblack
can't sleep, can't stumble
I broke my macbook, which absolutely sucks. But hopefully it will be fixed soon. The only thing I’m grateful for right now is the fact that I got my blackberry and that I’m not completely disconnected. I however am not thankful for the fact that tumblr sucks on this phone and I can’t read my dashbard :(
Idiotic answers from exam students: Very funny... →
everyday
i’m more and more convinced that things will never ever change, and that maybe the change that has to be made is not in the way things are, but the way i look at things. i know there’s a million possibilities, and there can be a million encouraging stories, but sometimes, you just have to give up. i’m going to be way happier and i know it.
“And so it goes on: sons give up their dreams to please their parents, parents...”
– Paulo Coelho (via paulitawilhelm)
four
the last days have been hectic. it has all been one non-stop cycle from the last day of school, to prom, to graduation, to rachel’s graduation party, to my cranium party; all of this done in heels. i am BEAT. but i’m happy. well as happy as i can be. the fact that i graduated and that high school is over hasn’t hit me AT ALL. but things will quickly change. i just hope i have the...
misunderstanding
valeria: who's danny herrera?
andreina: some nigga
valeria: he's black?
andreina: no
valeria: ...
valeria paola espina
STOP JUDGING ME!
“emotions, in my experience, aren’t covered by single words. i don’t...”
– jeffrey eugenides
it's gonna be a night to remember
IT’S TOMORROW. i’m all anxious, and excited, and hoping everything goes well. there’s so many things to do. i have to make a bag, i’ll probably take forever to be satisfied with my hair and make up, i have to make sure i don’t fuck up my WHITE dress. it’s all a lot of stress.
i don’t want to go to school tomorrow though. i don’t want to face the...
“where, in the course of human evolution, did boogers become essential for our...”
– markhoppus
“Gemstones are the hardest things on earth, but they still break. They take...”
– Chuck Palahniuk
1833.) I say i hate icarly but i really like it,...
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